After publishing the report of my first journey with the plant spirit, it took two months to write about the other journeys. Information given during the first one that I thought I understood, completely hit me with a whole new meaning while working on my first piece. It reorganized my sense of identity and my way of looking […]Read More Tutankhamun, soul family & the purpose of being alive (Ayahuasca part two)
How to be single in this world and to feel loved, be love, feel connected? This might be my biggest quest. I know this universe is made of love. So why don’t I feel it? Why am I so disconnected from it, even in the absence of lovers that are merely human embodiments of a divine […]Read More Being single and being love
“Ayahuasca brings us to the boundaries not only of science but also of the entire Western world-view and its philosophies.” – Benny Shanon Ayahuasca was definitely not the start of my life. “Life doesn’t begin after the obstacles, life is the obstacles.” However, it was very much the start of a new kind of life. The spring […]Read More Ayahuasca & the start of a new life (part one)
“Express yourself, oh baby ready or not!” – Madonna Over the past year I’ve regularly started to feel a blockage of energy in my throat. It’s not a good feeling. The lump in my throat appears in situations with people that require uncomfortable conversations. They show up when I have things to say to others that […]Read More Freeing the throat chakra
This is such a powerful poem. Audre inspires me to believe that one individual can have a tremendous impact, all by herself. Woman power is Black power is Human power is always feeling my heart beats as my eyes open as my hands move as my mouth speaks I am are you Ready. —Audre Lorde […]Read More I am. Are you Ready.
Imagine a big busy train station you pass by every day on your way to work. It always seems to be filled with a continuous stream of thousands of people walking past, hurrying to get to their destinations. It feels as if the stream is always there, no matter what you do. Every time you […]Read More The Stream