I had my first waves of burn-out when I was only a teenager. It happened when I was cycling back home. I was only a few minutes away from my house, but I just could not move my body anymore. I had to get off my bike and sit on the side of the road... Continue Reading →
One morning this Summer, as I was enjoying my holidays in Belgium, I woke up with a sore hip. As it bothered me throughout the day, I asked someone to massage it for me, and he said yes. When he pushed the spots that were painful, I felt a lot of anger. But at the... Continue Reading →
There is Magic present in this world. It is a force that is all around us. It makes your body tingle with joy to tell you; “You are in the right place.” It is the voice that has guided me throughout my life. A deep knowing echoing through my body. A voice coming from a... Continue Reading →
It's the end of summer. Upon return to the office and having meetings again, I can't help but feel suffocated. I long for fresh air. The lights are so bright, it hurts my eyes. I long for the ease of natural sunlight. The temperature is conditioned, and it remains the same all year. Despite the... Continue Reading →
Stranger, who are you? How are you feeling? What's on your mind? And what's for dinner tonight? Stranger, what does your house look like? Is their art on your walls? Which photos did you put up and who's on them? What's in the fridge? Can I lay down on your couch? What do you read,... Continue Reading →
It's the last week of my 28th. I survived! And I am about to turn 29. I am preparing to leave for France to go snowboarding this Friday, and I am finishing up lots of work this week. I have barely taken the time to reflect on my past year as I would normally do... Continue Reading →
Here is a little report of what happens when you are having fun gardening about in India, Mother Ayahuasca herself calls you up in a dream and you simply cannot ignore her. This is part four, five & six of my latest Ayahuasca journeys, during the summer of 2017 with the Sacred Voyage. These are... Continue Reading →
Is there shame to feeling jealous? We think it's not reasonable to be jealous. We should be open-minded, full of self love, give full freedom to our lovers and be happy for everyone else. But why not just feel jealous? Why not just let that hot feeling in your belly come to full fruition? Don't... Continue Reading →
Love does not give up on me. Not that easily. My conclusion of January – March 2018: Give up on love, and She will come get you. It was on a Thursday evening in an Amsterdam cafe, winter of 2017, that I gave up on love. Love in the romantic way. We had just come... Continue Reading →
The desert is leaving city life behind and connecting to the sun, moon, stars and the sand. Nothing but the sand. No cities, no buildings, no technology. Fresh air. Simplicity. Sleeping outside in the cold with the light of the moon shining on my face, her energies corresponding with mine. I wake up every three hours,... Continue Reading →
